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I bet you think this BLOG is about you!, Alabama, United States
I'm an extroverted flame dame with a shiny nice girl exterior. Commonly Refered to as the resident Attention Whore. My main goal in life is to become famous and I'd appreciate it if you'd watch me do me....

Saturday, October 11, 2008

One more drink

We all been there before way drunker than you should ever had gotten in the first place... because what is there to do in a small Korean town after getting off work from inspiring the kiddies to learn ENGLISH-EE. Nothin- out hang out and drink .... SO here I am with people I wouldn't consider giving the time of day ( sensually) on the other side of the globe.. and I keep tellin my self my lonliness can't get the best of me.. and all the while it is creeping up on me.. and i think to myself if i had one more drink I could pretend.. I could forget... I could ....... but I can't ...

So where's a girl to get some good advice for chases the no booty blues away ...

Introducing my friend Luda!

It was friday night And I was feelin' AIIIGHT,(Yep) Downtown Atlanta, big city, bright lights, Mixin' Henny wit tha Sprite, While I'm drinkin' and drivin', No police lights, No police sirens,

I'm headed to da club, lookin' for a freak, a couple cheeks Pull up to da spot 26's like BAAAM, Eyes on me like BITCH, DO YOU SEE EM'? Stroke to da frontdo' headed to da VIP,

Bought a couple bottles and I took a couple sips, Strokin out da room and what do I SEE?,

A nice round butt and a pair of double D's, So, I cribed up like SHAWTY WHAT'S HAPPNIN'?, You killin' that dress and I love it wit a passion, she turned around and her face was AIIIGHT, She had a gap tooth and a mean overbite, But I was like HMMMMM....

If I take one more drink,

I'm gon' get to fuckin' YOUUUUUU,

Is that what you wanna DOOOO shawty?,

If I take one more drink,

I'm gon' get to fuckin' YOUUUUUU, You TOOOOOO

One more drink I'mma get cha, Home, then I'll split cha, Grab the camera phone,

And take a bunch drunk pictures, Cause' Hennessy mixed wit a whole bunch of buddha,

Equals you, mixed with a whole bunch of Luda, And you know how far one drink could go,

Start slurrin' my speech, slowin' up da FLOOW, Hikin' up these skirts, Climbin' up your shirt,

It's Mr. Latenight Luda and I like to flirt, So guess what BABYGIIIIIIRL....

If I take one more drink,
I'm gon' get to fuckin' YOUUUUUU,
Is that what you wanna DOOOO shawty?,
If I take one more drink,
I'm gon' get to fuckin' YOUUUUUU,

You hear what i'm sayin'?? People to picky these days...DAMN IT!!

Too tall, too short, too fat, too skinny, Have a couple of drinks and quit discriminating,

This is been a Luda Service Announcement Deuces... HAHAHA....

Live Your Life

T.I. and Rhianna say it best:

You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.

And then you'll see, you're gonna go far. Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.

So live your life, ay ay ay. Instead of chasing that paper.

Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay. Ain't got no time for no haters.

Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay. No telling where it'll take you.

Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay. Cause I'm a paper chaser.

Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)

Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)

I'm the opposite of moderate,

immaculately polished with the spirit of a hustler and the swagger of a college kid.

Allergic to the counterfeit, impartial to the politics.

Articulate but still a grab a nigga by the collar quick.

Whoever having problems with their record sales just holla 'tip.

If that don't work and all us fail, then turn around and follow 'tip.

I got love for the game but ay I'm not in love with all of it.

I do without the fame and rappers nowadays are comically.

The hootin' and the hollerin', back and forth with the arguing.

Where you from, who you know, what you make and what kind of car you in.

Seems as though you lost sight of whats important when depositing them checks into your bank account and you up out of poverty.

Your values is in disarray, prioritizing horribly.

Unhappy with the riches cause you piss poor morally.

Ignoring all prior advice and fore warning. And we might in full of ourselves all of a sudden aren't we?

Friday, October 10, 2008

Kancho Day

But I was surprised when my student brought me a gift today!!! YUMMY!
Never read about this one..

Thursday, October 9, 2008

A No Good Horrible Terrible Very Bad Day!

My eye keeps swelling up for no apparent reason. It's quite unattractive. Upon lookin at my face I notice it's not as bangin as it used to be. Actually looking more like death eatting a cracker . When did I stop bouncing back from all night drink a thons and zero sleep. When did my bones start popping in protest of every strenuous activity I endevors. Am i really getting old because I was supposed to be getting younger, damn it! Oh well... that's life. I just know it's time for someone to get some pampering- Punggi spa here I come!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

The land of the military weekend..

So i'm considering entertaining my newfound military friends this weekend. The thought of army navy and marine guys and dolls make me think about ROTC in college, which triggers memories of living on a military posts going to military , private, and catholic schools. it remind me of another me. It's funny how we can let memories of things so familiar if not current just settle to the bottom of our minds. So like a child waling threw a pile of dust my sense of militia has returned with a vengence. Do i feel the winds of change turning again.. mayhap I do ..

But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep..

Robert Frost

Sometime I feel like a Motherless Child..

I think that the one thing i personally can't live with out is other people. Because there's a phenomenon that happens when two distinctly different entities, bodies, minds, souls, form an invisible connection of understanding. like looking at the same picture and think the same thing and knowing with out a doubt what the other is thinking. I think it is profound and it makes the experience - good or bad- a worthwhile and interesting endeavor. That said.. I'm just not getting that here. i see something everyday that makes me laugh or smile and I'm alone and i can't share the experience through blog or explanation b/c it would take a million words and still not be complete. As far as i know this is what is killing my mood.. I'm sad at all the moment that should be great for me are now Luke warm. I'm not even as excited about Thailand.. b/c without someone to share it with it's just another plane ride to see some dirt buildings and another language that i don't understand... what's a chickie to do!

I am at a low point in my stint in Korea. I think maybe i'm losing my focus. My shrink used to tell me that it's good to write down your plan so you don't lose sight of it while hashing out the path to get to it. But you know i love communicating.. talking and i felt like in America i wasn't meet ing any new people and having intellectually stimulating convos. But in korea everyone speaks awful English or Korean. Some one the foreigners here are OK.. but lots are busy and lots are not good people. So what's a chickie to do. I think maybe i should move to a big city and sign a new contract- that means breaking the current one which is not great but.. i haven't told anyone what I've been thinking. What do you think?

A great friend of mine gave me some insight recently:

I've been reading a book recently by Eckhart Tolle called A New Earth: Awakening to You Life's Purpose and one of the main messages is that everything will pass. Just give it time... and live in the present. (He has another book called The Power of Now and I was reading it while I was visiting over there.) I found this in a quote book too that's along the same lines:

I've Found Today

I've shut the door on Yesterday,
Its sorrows and mistakes;

I've locked within its gloomy walls
Past failures and heartaches.
And now I throw the key away
To seek another room,
And furnish it with hope and smiles
And every springtime bloom.
No thought shall enter this abode

That has a hint of pain,And worry, malice, or distrust
Shall never therein reign.I've shut the door on Yesterday
And thrown the key away --
The Future holds no doubt for me,
Since I have found Today.

Hope this helps...

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Web rumors tied to Korean actress's suicide

One of South Korea's most famous actresses was found dead in her home on Thursday in what the police called a suicide. They linked her death to malicious online rumors, a growing social problem in South Korea, which has one of the world's most active online communities and one of its highest suicide rates.
The body of the actress, Choi Jin-sil, 39, was found in the bathroom of her apartment with a rope made out of bandages around her neck, Yang Jae-ho, a senior police investigator, said at a news conference.
Already struggling with a messy divorce, she had been deeply troubled by online accusations that she had driven another actor to gas himself in his car a month earlier, Yang said. The actor, Ahn Jae-hwan, was struggling with debt, and the rumors said she had pressed him relentlessly to repay money she had lent. She complained to the police about the rumors, which she called baseless, and they were investigating when she died.
The night before, Yang said, she came home drunk and broke down before her mother, crying and bitterly protesting the Internet rumors. Then Choi sent cellphone text messages to her makeup assistant, asking her to look after her two children, Yang said.

Nobody But You!

so maybe I think the wondergirls have totally knocked off Dream girls in their new video for the song NOBODY.. It's a hot song.. catchy and konglish ladened... and the knock offf is a god job. I was surprised to see that there is a pseudo dream girls movie story as well... three snaps up honey!

Monday, October 6, 2008

QUENCH MY THIRST--the quets of stardom

Today I started trying to find a talent agency in korea. I was lucky enough to find one that specialized in foriegn talent..(that means they can speak english) YES! It so happens that there aren't any african american women talents at this particular agency.. chicka bow wow..