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I bet you think this BLOG is about you!, Alabama, United States
I'm an extroverted flame dame with a shiny nice girl exterior. Commonly Refered to as the resident Attention Whore. My main goal in life is to become famous and I'd appreciate it if you'd watch me do me....

Friday, December 12, 2008

Chillax it's X-mas

The spirit of Christmas is camping out in my apartment. Things are frustrating but good. Every day I am challenged and everyday I rise above the occasion. I'm making myself so proud.

Monday, December 8, 2008

Who are these Women?

They are not hard to understand but they are easily miss understood.
They are passionate about being loved, held, kissed, carried, to be thought of day and night and to be listened to.
They sometimes like to be alone with their thoughts but they hate to be ever alone living their life.
Sometimes they lie because they feel insecure with themselves and sometimes they like to do that to see how long they can lie for and when will it stop.
They are sweet, warm and beautiful; Not for their looks but for their heart and soul.
There will come a time in life where you will see that they given up ..saying 'there is no love for me out there, so I won ’t dare believe in love any more.'
I understand their words they speak of because their heart can not take anymore.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Check this out

This is an excerpt from a blog written By JARRETT TERRILL on NOV. 13, 2008 .
It's called :
Amendment 2 not a ‘Black Thing’
Media quick to place blame unfairly on minorities
Election Night was wonderful for me – mostly because I did not learn about the passing of Amendment 2 until the following morning. I’m just explaining my deflation factor on November 5th when CNN announced that Amendment 2 had passed in Florida, Proposition 8 had passed in California and it was all because of “black voters newly registered by the Obama campaign.” The evidence for this harsh accusation was CNN’s own exit polls…which revealed that 65% of black voters had voted “Yes” on Amendment 2. I felt so betrayed – mostly by all the black voters that I had been registering and giving encouragement to over the last 3 months. How could this happen? Did they not listen to Barack’s message of diversity and acceptance? I quickly sobered from my disillusionment when I took a closer look at these exit polls and realized that not only CNN, but Fox, MSNBC and CBS were all basically lying to us in a concentrated effort to blame the anti-gay amendments on the black community. Do the math: CNN says that 4,755,000 people voted "Yes" on Amendment 2, and they say that 71% of Blacks voted "Yes" on the Amendment. But black voters make up only 11% of the electorate—approximately 523,000 people in this election—and 71% of them voting “yes” means you get a whopping 371,000 people. That’s 8% of the total 4.75 million “yes” votes. That paints a much different picture, doesn’t it?
So, at the end of the day, we need to place blame squarely where it’s due – back on the white, rural, Christian conservative Republicans over the age of 40, whose tyranny put this measure on the ballot to begin with. Do not let the media conquer us with division…even if the lowest blows come from that sexy little silver-haired newscaster we all admire so much. There is a subtle conspiracy between the media and its Republican advertisers to absolve themselves of responsibility when things get out of hand. A constitutional amendment that specifically targets gays and lesbians is definitely out of hand, and it’s right out of the Jim Crow playbook – Disenfranchisement For Dummies. Governor Charlie Crist supported Amendment 2 and needs to be chastised as well. We have a new President whom, thanks to a majority of Florida voters, disagrees with our Governor on Amendment 2. As we work to reverse this hateful act of discrimination (by whatever means necessary) we must always keep in mind that almost 3 million concerned Floridians said “No” to Amendment 2 and meant it. My new campaign motto is “Yes We Did… and we’ll keep doing it too!”

Happy Holidays

Wish You're My Girl

내 삶이 어두운 그 외롭던 날들에 익숙해질때 그대 다가와 손 잡을것 같아 설레이는 난

Wish You're My Girl
모든것이 멈춰 버린 줄 알았죠 꿈이라면 깨지 않기를 바래요 손끝하나 움직일 수 없는 이 기분 숨이 막힐 것 같은걸요 그 언젠가 내 삶이 어두운 그 외롭던 날들에 익숙해질때 그대 다가와 손 잡을 것 같아 설레이는 난
Wish You're My Girl
모르겠죠 지친 어제의 표정을 이 아침엔 여린 미소로 바꾸고 변해가죠 그대와 함께 할 날들로 만들고 싶은 이 내마음을 나 언젠가 이제는 그대의 곁에 있는 순간을 바보처럼 놓치는 일은 다신 없을거라 다짐해도
Wish You're My Girl
Wish you're My Girl. You are My kind. Wish you're My Girl. Wanna be placed In your Heart. Wish you're My~ Wish you're My Girl.
내 삶이 어두운 그 외롭던 날들에 익숙해 질때 그대 다가와 손 잡을것 같아 설레이는 난 Wish you're My Girl~ 그대의 곁에 있는 순간을 바보처럼 놓치는 일은 다신 없을거라 다짐해도 Wish You're My Girl 그뿐이죠~
Wish You're My Girl You are My kind. Wish you're My Girl. I Just Wanna be placed In your Heart.
Wish you're My~You are My kind. Wish you're My Girl.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

i'm still breathing

It's been a very busy cold and dreary month. It's so close to the holidays i know and love so well. But it doesn't seem like I'm going to be able rto celebrate it as usual. On well, i'mcoming upon my half way mark for my time spent in Korea land. What a strange trip it's been..

Courtney's Bday has come and gone but we'll be celebrating it this weekend as well.
I miss you Brandon- I was listening to Superchic's song "We Live"... reminded myself to keep on doin so.

Thailand is about 2 months a way.. i still haven't confirmed a flight..

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Second Neurotic's Notebook, 1966

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown

Thursday, November 6, 2008


I cheated myself.. like I knew I would...

Same guy ... different day. What is it about me that makes me an EMOTIONAL CUTTER? Why do I always go after the highest box of goodies on the shelf!? Yet here I am again doing really stupid things in the name of an unattainable love. With each new endeavor I get closer to actually calling it mine... but i don't think it's going to work out this time.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Halloween Me!

Naughty Korean School Girls Everywhere Envy Me!

Monday, October 27, 2008

Halloween Party - Excite!


Everday I wake up and kiss the moning sky and greet myself in the mirror with kindness and adoration. It's become ritualistic. Because I know hen i walk out the door it immediately becomes STRANGWORLD.. where dirty old men try to grab and fondle you as you walk down the street. Old women eyeball you with a dead pan stare. Small children laugh and jeer and point or scream and run away when the see me. Taxi drivers tell me their life story- in korean- which i tell them i don't understand (in korean) .. they also never forget to tell me how big size or S curvy I am, some of them propasition me for sex- none of them succeed.
It seems I'm placed myself in a battle field. Sure i'm safe at point A and Point B... but getting there is hell. Some days I'd rather just stay in bed!

AMaZing! Race!

On October 25th We will be having Yeongju's first ever Amazing Race! I know I've spoken to some of you about my idea to have an amazing race in Yeongju. We've decided to host in on Saturday the 25th of October (so in about 2 weeks)All wheygooks and friends are invited so please spread the word. I'm not friends with everyone on facebook!OK, so this is how it's going to work. On Saturday the 25th we'll meet at a location at about 1 or 2. From there each team will be given the first 6 tasks. To complete the tasks you need to have photographic evidence of each group member participating! The tasks haven't been finalized yet and I was hoping people could post ideas for tasks. Once the first 6 are done, your team will have to meet me somewhere to get the next 6.First team at the final location and with all their photos-wins the race. We'll end it off at a bar somewhere so we can drink the night away!!!

There will be rules...1) no couples are allowed to be on the same team. If you've watched the show you'l know that these kinds of things can end in divorce!2) each team should have 4 team members3) No same sex teams4) no more than 1 person who can speak Korean on a team (where possible)5) we will try to minimize co-workers on teams. For example: the English center guys could not all be on one team6) if you have a run-in with the police-you can not use this game as an excuse!7) no driving!!!!!!!!!!!! You can take taxis.8) all members have to participate in all tasks and there must be photographic evidence to prove this.9) each team must have a theme and dress accordingly. There will be a cash prize for the best dressed team10) 10 000 won per person, to be used for the prizes

A-MaZiNg RaCe

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Buseoksa Temple- Floating STone

After the Love is gone

Like my frat Earth Wind and Fire sing: "Somethin' happened along the way...what used to be happy was sad....Somethin' happened along the way.....and yesterday was all we had....And oh after the love has gone"
The fire of our office spirirt that burned brightly has since extinguished. Yes we talked and yes i cried, and yes there was an assurance that the atrocities wouldn't continue to happen and the was even a promis for a better days. But I know this... Things will never go back to being the same. Not really.. now genuine love care and affection is going to be replaced with careful indifference, feined interest ,and quiet sulking. Because I don't want to beleive in someone and let them hurt me twice and they ,i'm sure, fear the wrath and two women mistreated and scorned. I don't blame them for their caution , but no one can blame me for mine.

Again my recruiter has been miraculously helpful and prompt, but i still don't know wether to stay of go. I must talk to administretion next week. Hey if anybody knows of any job openings that would blow me outta the waters... lay them on me!

To lift my spirits there's a new guy on the horizon that seems to have some damn sense and to be quite caring and attentive..DID SOME ONE SAY ATTENTION???? ATTN HO STRIKES AGAIN..

For your veiwing pleasure here are some pictures of the marvelous festival that my school did want to know about. Coming soon are picture i took with the mayor!!!